Follow:
Marriage

On Marriage, Ten Years In

When I was in elementary and middle school we often played kickball or capture the flag during recess.  The boys always had the privilege of being captain and choosing teams.  This seemed unfair, but somehow we all agreed to it and stood around anxiously waiting to be chosen.  Lucky for me, I usually got picked near the beginning.  As a self-conscious and very aware young girl with pink glasses and a boyish hair style, I knew that being chosen wasn’t because I was cute. It’s because the boys knew I could run.  Fast.

Whether in sports, cooking in the kitchen, folding laundry, walking into the store–I try to move as quickly and efficiently as possible.  It might not be perfect, but I’ll get it done. Somehow only having to endure for a relatively short period of time seems easy, regardless of the situation.

Unfortunately, life is not like this.  I cannot sprint my way through any of it.  Believe me, I’ve tried, and every time I end up frustrated, exhausted and disappointed.  

brandilynn_aines_photography-5981

At the beginning of September we celebrated our ten year wedding anniversary.  A milestone, for sure.  And we’ve learned a few things over the past ten years.  One of which was summarized well in a conversation with my husband.

On a recent date, I asked him, “If you could give an unmarried person marriage advice now, ten years in, what would you say?”

His response was pretty quick, “I’d tell them to remember it’s a marathon, not a sprint.”

We wanted things to be perfect in the beginning.  And it was frustrating when they weren’t.  Why can’t this be easy?  Why is getting to know this person, loving them, and connecting with them so hard now that we’re married?  What went wrong?

Looking back now I can see that nothing went wrong.  We just had the wrong perspective.  We wanted it all right now.

Know everything about this person immediately.

Learn how to work well together on projects the first time.

Agree on parenting issues in every situation.

Enjoy the same types of hobbies.

Share similar values on how to spend and save money.

Like the same people and quickly establish relationships.

Always be ready for sex, giving and receiving it freely and enthusiastically.

It quickly became apparent that these things don’t happen overnight.  

Ten years in and we have learned to be patient.  Because if things had come easily and quickly we wouldn’t treasure what is now ours.

Ten years in and we appreciate one another more deeply.  We marvel at the new things we’re still uncovering about one another.  We still disagree on things, but the amount of time it takes to work through an issue has lessened.  We’ve learned how to communicate through our differing opinions.  We’ve come to appreciate the different ways that we approach life.  Sex does get better.  I can’t wait to see what the next decade will reveal in all of these areas.

brandilynn_aines_photography-5914

We participated in a vow renewal in the spring as part of The Big Fake Wedding.  Not only was it fun to have hair extensions, fake eyelashes, and wear a designer gown, but we also had the privilege of writing our own vows–something we didn’t do on our wedding day.  I love what Bradley shared in his:

Lauren, as your husband, I promise that each day I will probably disappoint you in some way.  That I will often be selfish in the use of my time and energy.  That I will put my needs and wants first.  That I will leave you more than your share of the work around our home and with our children. I promise that I will fail to live up to your expectations and dreams of what a husband should be.  But I also promise that each day I will wrestle against my many flaws. That I will struggle daily to be better than I was the day before. That I will strive to live as an exemplary and ideal husband.  And with God’s grace and yours, each passing day, month, and year will be marked by my ever growing love and devotion to you, my provision and protection of our family, and my faithfulness and commitment to the Lord.  I love you with every fiber of my being. You’re my favorite forever.

Ten years in and we’ve learned that we are going to fail one another.  Often.  And it’s a daily struggle to strive, by the grace of God, to love and honor one another.

Marriage is a lifelong commitment that can’t be rushed.  Just like a marathon, it requires discipline, effort, and pushing through the difficult times.  

Bigfakeweddingvaabeach2016--14

Ten years in and we’ve learned it’s worth it.

 

Photo Credit:  Image 1 / Image 2 / Image 3/ Image 4

Previous Post Next Post

You may also like

6 Comments

  • Reply Elyse @ Just Murrayed

    What a beautiful sentiment to your marriage and wonderful advice for newlyweds!

    September 19, 2016 at 5:11 pm
  • Reply Kristin

    I love this, Lauren!!! And Bradley’s vows made me cry reading them just like they did when I heard him say them to you several months ago. Beautiful and so very true.

    September 19, 2016 at 10:46 pm
  • Reply Emily Washer

    Beautiful description of ten years of marriage! We are going to celebrate 10 years this December and your words are such an encouragement! We focus so much on not living up to our ideal of marriage sometimes that we fail to see all the beautiful things about our years together.

    September 20, 2016 at 12:27 am
    • Reply laurenwasher

      It’s so easy to turn to the failures, but wow, there is so much good in there too. God is faithful! Happy 10th to you!

      September 20, 2016 at 6:35 am
  • Reply Gretchen Matthews

    I love your authenticity. Congratulations on your first decade of marriage! Praying you’ll be blessed with many more.

    September 23, 2016 at 6:29 pm
    • Reply laurenwasher

      Thank you, Gretchen!

      September 24, 2016 at 6:08 am

    Leave a Reply