From the time I was a little girl I always dreamed of being a Mom. I loved playing dolls, thinking of names for my children, and when I was old enough to babysit I took every opportunity that came my way. I loved being around young children and even enjoyed the challenge of caring for groups of them when given the chance. I learned a lot about meeting children’s needs during those opportunities of babysitting and interacting with children and I thought I had a pretty good handle on what it might be like to be a Mom one day. Nineteen months into our marriage I became pregnant with our first…